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Between how it is and how it should be
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PROFILE
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I am...
♥ 19
♥ a high school graduate
♥ a lazy ass
♥ a gamer at heart
♥ out of school
♥ obsessive compulsive
♥ social
♥ helplessly addicted to the internet
♥ a music junkie
♥ a rubiks cube solver (; under construction...
frustrations
♥ drawing
♥ public speaking
♥ publishing my articles (except online)
♥ writing poems
♥ strategic games
♥ chemistry :z
♥ modelling
♥ not being able to find the right guy, boo. :z
can't do without...
♥ italian food. CHEESE!
♥ night-outs
♥ friends. seriously.
♥ the internet c:
♥ nail polish
♥ my gorgeous family
♥ GOD. seriously.
INFLUENCES
music
Mae, Jem, Samantha James, Incubus, Kenotia, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Paramore, Amber Pacific, Yellow Card, The Killers, Imogen Heap, Saosin, Silverstein, Dashboard Confessionals, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, Fall Out Boy, The Starting Line, Senses Fail, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Gwen Stefani, Paris Hilton, Fergie, Cassie, Chicosci, Narda, Rivermaya, Urbandub, Typecast, DJ Polywog, Tijs Vermont (DJ Tiesto), Paul Van Dyk, Bonnie Bailey, Hed Kandi, T-Pain, Akon, Mya, Alynna, Secondhand Serenade, Flyleaf, The Academy Is, Something Corporate, Sia, Jessica Dobson, Sugarcult, Love Me Butch
art
Jason Brooks, Jason Magbanua, Neil Gaiman, Sam Paradero, Domini Juan, Eric Enriquez, David Lehre
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
† Remembering Sunday
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair
And out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head
Saturday, March 22, 2008
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Thursday, March 06, 2008
† o3.o3.o8
I just heard, from the mom herself, that the Ishizu baby boy is finally here. (:
Welcome to the world, Masahiro Ishizu.
Congrats Jannina and Masa. ♥
See you soon baby booooy.
~Ninang Ganda
Thursday, March 06, 2008
+4:26 PM | +
† Update
It's gonna air again, finally! But not until after a month and a half. April 21 to be exact. I expect it to be on SideReel.com two days after, at the most. Aah, we've all waited long enough. (: And Metrowalk better have DVDs of it already! Up until the 13th episode, at least. The last time I checked they had DVDs with 10 episodes palang eh. Hmm.
And what the hell happened to House Season 4 by the way? I don't even know what the latest episode is anymore. Hahaha. I stopped after Season 3 'coz without Dr. Cameron, Chase and Foreman in the same team as House, it's just so boring.
Oh yeah. So I guess I'm back again, blogging and all. What have I been up to?
*In a nutshell: I'm single again. Horrible breakup -- surprisingly shocking. Not talking. Proud of not shoehorning myself deeper into the situation. Haven't gone through the whole drinking-partying-flirting grieving process yet and I'm not sure if I have to anymore. I'm actually HAPPY, yet a lot more cynical about love and relationships than before. Or is it scared? Hmm. No regrets. Proud of the harder exterior -- I remain unaffected by the ex'snew found relationship. Now that's new. Would deal with the repercussions of the cynicism later.
Minor change in wardrobe and hair -- no one's holding me back anymore after all. (: Can't say I don't miss the companionship though. But if it compromises too much of whoI really am, then it's just not worth it. Hrm. Best friend just had her birthday, last-teen-year countdown ongoing. Best friend going through the same things as me, basically. :( Been spending a lot of time with the family. Proud of the fact that not going out with friends the past 2 weeks is not making my brains implode. Yet an end of another era, too early in the year. I survived. Hurrah. I'm finally back on track. I'M back. Shooting, blogging, singing (mehehe) and chilling again.*
Long-overdue new year's resolution: never again compromise self for a little piece of fiction.
Be right back. (:
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
†
Before he even takes it out...
There are times I thought I' am floating in heaven. Moments I always wished that they'll be real. As I look into your eyes, I just got to wake up. And tell my self to truly know what I feel. Moments like this where your head is resting on my shoulder. With the scent of a full bloom flower. Hugs that keep me alive. Kisses that tell me that I' m alive. Glances that you make that tells me everything to know about love. And our music that sweeps me of my feet.
Heaven's Art December 8, 2007
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
+3:33 PM | +
† aww. crap.
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
† d a r k n e s s
Sucked into the darkness, yet again. I can't breathe. I can't see. You know that feeling right before you let out a big cry? I hate hate that feeling. I did not expect to feel it so soon. This is really not how it was supposed to be...
(Don't expect to understand this entry. At least not right away. It's not supposed to make any sense except to people who actually know what I'm talking about... My entries don't always make sense when I'm feeling all emotional and crappy.)
Nakakahiya. And to make it worse, it's like fate is throwing me around like a toy. I'm stuck, with nowhere to go. I mean, ___'s not the only one who's stuck here. I don't know what to do either 'coz my stupid stupid feelings are totally clouding my judgement. Easier said than done, tama. All I could think about doing now is damage control, and that could easily make it worse. On the other hand, it could cushion the fall out. For me, at least. But if it's not gonna make everything better, is it gonna make me feel better?
I'm being all selfish now. Well not exactly. If I were, then I wouldn't really listen to what the other has to say. I wouldn't acknowledge it. I guess I'm accepting it more everyday, that the inevitable end has come too soon. I will just have to open the door for it but I gotta brace myself ngayon palang. How the hell am I gonna do that?
Sometimes I wonder how people like ___ (hmm I shall not mention) can have so much faith in me. How other people have so much faith in their exes, you know? How can they possibly believe that after a certain time, if not soon, they'll eventually cross paths again and err, continue what they've started? I just can't see it that way. Second chances HARDLY come around. Who can say that even third chances are possible? Pwera nalang if the world is that small.
It's just too hard to get sucked into it, think that it's finally here for good, and have to let go when it's too late. Parang nang-iinis lang talaga. Before this even started, I was almost sure that I couldn't take any more of these trial-and-errors. And how I get involved in these is irrelevant. Especially this one. It was almost inexcusable to ignore it. Do you close your heart to the ultimate ba naman, when it comes knocking on your door again? Pwera nalang if you haven't forgiven and forgotten. But then, cleaning of slates is what makes second (and even third) chances possible. I wouldn't even be blogging about this if I haven't achieved that.
Ulit ulit. Damage control, damage control. Oh what's the use. I don't even know where to start. But yes, everything's clearer to me now. It scares me that I might have to use the double lock now though. Seryoso. I mean, I was terrified even before this had started. You can guess how I feel about the idea of a new prospect. That's the last step, if not the second to the last. What should I do first then? How can I possibly brace myself and keep moi from falling flat face first onto the ground for the nth time?
I need chocolate. LOTS of chocolate. And a job. And internet disconnection (or lose the laptop access).
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